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~Beats up the cold monster with a squeaky hammer~ >.< Stupid cold has lasted 4 days so far, making myself go back to work tomorrow. Asthma has cleared up a bit but ~gaaaaa~ I hate colds >.< Just when I plan "Oh I'm going to get some major cleaning done on my 2 days off..." I get a cold, don't feel like doing a thing and end up taking 2 extra days off .... sigh~ Well maybe I'll offer to work on one of the 2 days I have off scheduled for this week so I don't feel so bad for taking sick days ; ; Sorry for the blaaa post ^^; I have to learn to post happy things ^.~

PS Well Dog Whisperer just came on and this episode is new to me. A wild dog comes to a family and they start feeding it (looks like a white wolf ^^ Eeeee instant love) and it begins to live with their horses. Problem is they cant touch it and need to get it fixed. lol They say that their horses are easier to take care of than the puppies Reggie (dog name) has. She's had I think 18 puppies so far in 3-5 litters. So Cesar is going to tame Reggie ^^ looks to be good.

Cesar has, I believe, become my first ever role model ^^ its hard but I'm trying to learn his ways of living in the moment like dogs and animals do. Just to live in this happy state of mind, calm and assertive. I want to live as he does, just that calm and peaceful state. Also to know the difference between assertive and aggressive. To not constantly be stressed by the world around me. I know its all in my mind but its so hard to turn that stress switch off. The more I watch Cesar though the closer I feel I get to being more of that clam assertive person ^^.

ok... enough babble from me lol

Just had to get this out, only bothered me a little. Was waiting for a bus and saw 3 teens walking on the other side of the street. One boy picked up a hub cap that someone propped up against the lamppost so the owner may find it. He tossed it in his hand a couple of times like a pizza, exchanged some words with the girl and other boy and then proceeded to toss it over the fence into the grave yard..... Grrrrrrrrr >.< I started to boil (well as much as humanly possible ^^;) and soooo wanted to say something but didn't. Its not a big thing but it just really bothered me -.- and a -1 on having kids lol ^^; Sorry for slight rant, had to vent off my boiled steam ^^;

Haven't written here in a while but I had to put my thoughts down on this... ~sigh~

Disney bought Marvel... Well... here is hoping. Kingdom Hearts/Marvel... maybe. All and all I believe Disney has lost their touch, making movies with to many laughs and no heart, something I believe Walt Disney prided himself on. Now they are grabbing at straws trying to get their grove back. I believe Walt Disney would cry honestly.

I just see the same thing happening. A few years after the death of their creators, the true soul of the stories, emotions and feelings are lost to the ones who don't know what to do with the gold that has been added to their pockets. Some will invest it and keep the gold growing, others will spend it all in the Dollar store.

(thoughts welcome, no fighting please ^^;)

OMG!! This game is so fun ^^ Love being able to play the Belmonts and Maria is so fun ^^. Artwork for characters is done by the Death Note artest ~yay~ Wish they would make a movie ^^ the opening sceen is beautifuly done ^^ Here is a taste of the game in a nut shell. Aeon ~fist guy with the clock and white hair Mmmmm... I mean.... ^^;~ he was made for this game as the others appeared in other Castlevania games ^^

Well... its been months since I've been on LJ ^^;

Life is good, happy, calm ^^ Got some major cleaning done in the last few days. Work is stressful but what job isn't ^^; I am thankful its not to stressful, the people are great and I feel happy to be there after a year of getting use to them ^^;. Some co-workers have been there 18+ years so that has to say something ^^ people make the work place. Work schedule is soooo messed up xP, my quote is "My schedule is as different as the snowflakes that fall." or the Forest Gump line but... "Schedules like a box of chocolates. Ya never know what your gonna get" Oh well ~sigh~ it works out somehow ^^.

Still never going to get my to do list done ^^; I have things backed up as far back as 4 years ago ^^; I still remember them but hard to get into my crafty self. Paintings, Stuffies and Costumes Oh My~! Amazing how one "Well... its alright but it doesn't look..." will put me off track so bad ~sigh~ Yay fear of failure xP

Hope everyone else is doing well. Sorry I've been MIA ^^; but I keep myself busy and rarely in the fun way >; ;< ... "Mommy... I want to move back home ~sniff~ (so I can be a spoiled brat again xP)" Nah~ ^.~ I am happy where I am.

My Mom recently told me to watch some of these shows on this site. I think it would be good for other women (and men as well) to watch. It gave me some tips and good information even though I'm not married.

Here is the site and one of my favoites listed below. Hope it helps some relationships if they feel like they are in trouble.

http://www.marriageuncensored.com/index.php?page_id=12



Screaming for Attention (this is a BIG me thing. It shows both girls and guys sides)

https://www.marriageuncensored.com/clips/Season4/Show430.html

Well, I stayed up last night till 3:00am having an early Christmas since I work today 10-6 and think it would just feel odd to have Christmas late. My Dad will be picking me up from work, going back to my place to pick up stuff and the critters and then going down to my parents place. But I ended up getting up at 7:00am because I thought I heard my cat calling to get in the bedroom, went and let her in and for half an hour she buged me to feed her. Finally I did and tried to get back to sleep and forced myself out of bed at 7:50am because I couldn't sleep. So now I'm typeing and its muggy in the appartment. It soooo doesn't feel like Christmas and I almost feel like crying. I am NEVER offering to work Christmas again. I get CRAP. I was told that if you work Christmas Eve, Christmas Day or New Years Eve (just one of those days) you would NOT have to work the others. I ask for my schedule for New Years and I'm WORKING 4-10 WTF!!!! I asked about it and I guess the LEAD photo tech ASKED for it off because of HER family plans.... well WTF!!! AGAIN She worked Christmas Eve day ONLY. I worked Christmas Eve night 4-12 and Christmas Day so she could have it off with her daughter. The other girl doesn't work ither Christmas eve or day and is getting the day shift on New Years EVE. No I do not have any kids but I do have plans to go to my Grandmothers for Lobster supper (that which we do every year on New Years). I get New Years day off but that does NOTHING when everyone else is probably going to have supper around 7:00pm and my parents will have to drive and hour to pick me up to take me down their way. The cash supervisor (the one who made the schedule) gave me the "Well everyone has to do their shair." speach...... "I'M WORKING BLOODY CHRISTMAS EVE AND CHRISTMAS DAY! I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD HAVE TO ASK FOR NEW YEARS OFF!" is what I wanted to say. I'm sorry, but when your told if you work one of the holidays you'll not have to work the other 2.... working 2 of the holidays should at least give me the one left off, NOT WORK ALL 3!! Again I'm sorry I'm on a rant but this is the last straw for going out on a limb and being generous so others will get what they want. I get CRAP! MERRY ****ING CHRISTMAS RETAIL!!!!! (THAT IS OPEN ON HOLIDAYS, THANK YOU HEAD OFFICE FOR KEEPING US OPEN).......... Ok, now its time to eat and off to ..... work I go. I will probably edit this later if the day gets better. I am seriously going to look for another job (I would appreciate it if no-one offered me where they work. I have my mind set on where I want to go and where I don't want to go. No one can change my mind on that. Thank you)

http://www.agkidzone.com/sp_videos.action

But I do think its cute ^-^ in an odd live Sushi way ^-^

1980's My Little Pony and The GLO Friends (plus their Christmas special) Have it taped on an old VHS but of corse when Mom taped it some got cut out ;;

Other Christmas Movies on that VHS (out of order):

The Adventures of Candy Claus
Mickey's Christmas Carol
The Three Bears Christmas
The Grinch who stole Christmas
Garfiled's Christmas
Frosty the Snow Man
Roudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer
The GLO Friends save Christmas
Alvin and the Chipmunks Christmas
Bluetoes the Christmas Elf
The Smurf's Save Christmas
Silent Night
And More.....

Does anyone know if the 1980's My Little Pony (and Movie) and The GLO Friends (plus Christmas special) will be coming out in collectors sets any time soon??? O.O Or where I can find them by some other means.

And under the cut is Xeres Highwind's because I don't think he'd do it :P And I thought it was funny.... especially the last one :P


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Go look as some of these stories. I think they are a realy good idea to do and cute ^-^

http://onnetworks.com/videos/sheltered/velvet

K, I turn on my radio to hear if there is any news this morning because of the Hurricane that hit last night (also to see if work is canceled, slim chance of that) and as I'm trying to tune in the first song thats just starting up is (only a couple of people will get this, and I got it not even being involved in that RP game) Ahem...

THERE IS, A HOUSE, IN NEW ORLEANS, THEY CALL THE RISING SUN.................

Just thought it was funny ;)

Found this on ebay. I hope its true... I want more ;; but the shipping on the book is about $14.95.... I DON'T THINK SO >:/ I'll order it else where thank you! I just hope it comes out soon ;;

Quoted from Heerosferret:
For anyone who doesnt know, hatsune miku is a digital idol. Her voice is completely made by synthesizer. No, its not a girl singing and having her voice robotized. Its not from any person, it is completely machine. Hatsune miku is a program that costs around $150

The program was designed by some otaku who couldnt get girlfriends and so they invented hatsune miku. creepy

Here's a 3-D version of her that is really neetly done. Be sure to check out more on YouTube ;)





Be sure to check out more of her on YouTube and the cute ones to ;)

AND I'm not waring underware today.... Not me! James :P

This is a letter in progress that I plan to eventually send to Disney. Sorry to say they have lost their touch and may ne a honest oppnion ;) to get them back on the right track.

Dear Staff at Disney,

Over the years you can line up the begining years Disney movies to the movies made in the last 10 years or so and notice a loss in true feelings. The movies are also being released at a very fast rate as well as the speed of the story. They are getting choppy and to fast pased, not enough story time. It use to be nice to have to wait a while for the next antisapated Disney movie to come out. Sorry to point it out but Disney movies now are made for more laughs and less heart. Again sorry but it is true. Start off with a fresh mind set; set down and watch all the begining movies and get the lost motives back; start looking for fresh ideas and look to Studio Ghibli. Translating them has been great on your part. Studio Ghibli's movies have something Disney now is missing. Look to them to keep the ideas flowing. Just because the old ways may seem just that "Old", does not mean they should be lost to the past. Think of it this way, what movies do YOU want to remember or you want to BE remembered? You remember stories like Bambi, Snow White, Cinderalla, Lady and the Tramp, Little Mermaid, Beauty and the Beast, etc.. but can you really see people remembering Cars, Chicken Little, The Incredibles, etc.. Yes the have their laughs but they may be one too many. They don't really tell a story once you sit down and think about it. They don't take enough time to sit you down and get you interested. Nor do you really get attached the the Characters. Disney has lost its heart and I think Walt Disney would not be fully proud. Again look to Studio Ghibli and the way the tell their stories, the content and connection to real life in some way. The future should not be filled with only laughs, great stories should start to come out again before it is to late to bring life back into movies. Now another pointer, Disney is past due for an new Princess adventure. Enough of the number 2's coming out, your trying to grasp something that was lost and are doing a pretty poor job. With the number 2's and re-releases you are showing something is lost and are trying to fix it but you don't know how. You need to get a hole new perspective on story writing. Look around for people with fresh ideas and get a new group dedicated to thinking of new ideas but to be surrounded by begining images to keep the mood flowing.

A bit of sad news. I had to go to work while my Mom continued to the vet and met my Dad there (they are both very attached to Nibbles, he would run circles and figure eights around their feet and stay still for them to pick him up when he was well). I heard the vet was very gentile and kind. She found out that his stomic was hard and it should have felt soft like a bollon. He had something wrong and the small poops weren't a good sign either. She said he would continue to go down hill from that point and there was nothing they could really do. I gess Mom cried. They then decided to put him down. Mom also said he was grinding his teath a lot of the time (heard they do that when they are in pain). Mom got to hold Nibbles before the vets then held him to give him the injection. Then Mom said she and Dad kept patting him as he past on. I am glad I went to spend the night with them the night before and was there to hold Nibbles in the car on the half hour drive to town before I went to work. When I was holding him he was doing a lot better than he was sliding around in his cage. I worried every time his nose got planted into some wood chips. But I fixed him on my lap only minitues after we left the house and he stayed there for the rest of the trip. Before I got out for work I put him back in the cage with a towel over the wood chips, put him down and then he seemed to straghten up. I then tucked a cool blanket around him to keep him padded for the rest of the trip. Mom said he stayed in that spot till the vet took him out. I feel in some way (if he did have a seizure) he sayed around so I could see him again. I'm sad but happy he is no longer suffering. We are getting him cremated. I felt he was worth more than just to join the back yard pet grave yard (mostly gold fish) The vet told us we were lucky to have him so many years. He was a Netherland Dwarf Rabbit and she said he was a senior at 4. He was 6 when he passed on and in bunny years she said he would have been 90. I am happy he must have had a long happy life. Thank you for reading and again I hope no one minds the details. I thought if I was to tell people in person this was along the lines of what I would say.

EDIT: Just adding this for memory sake. I recall when I was at work I knew the vet appointment was at 5:30 and around 6:00 I started getting a weird feeling in my stomic that wouldn't stop. In a way the hole time I was trying to send energy (in my own way) to help him, I was constantly thinking of trying to get him better but I couldn't get a clear picture in my head, it kept fading as I brought it to vision. Then at about 6:15, I was anxious, I called my Mom to see how Nibbles was and she told me then that they had to put him down. Now in a way I think I may have had some conection with him as he was put to sleep or he wanted me to know some how. I don't know how much of this or if any of this makes any sense but I like to think of it this way.

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My Bunny Nibbles has been hurt. We believe he had a seizure because he got to hot one day [(At 106°F a rabbit can have a seizure or worse.) so I have read from http://www.hopperhome.com/hops.htm]. He has seemed to have twisted his spine. His front legs are sprawled out to his right (should be in front) and his back legs to the left (should be tucked under him). He can only push himself counter clockwise around in circles with his legs the way they are. We can barely touch him because he tries to move away from us. I'm thinking he must be hurting. He'd usually stay still for us to pick him up. Any Prayers would be greatly appreciated.

Here are 2 pics of him in this state and one pic of a pic when he was well if it helps anyone :(



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